I wish i could be a loner. I don't need to feel hurt or worry about anything. I get this mood swings and i tend to be moody and got the wrong impression from people. Every time i try to tell my friends or my "therapist", i just can't seem to tell it all out. It's so hard for me to express myself and people just don't seem to get that. I may seem tough on the outside but i'm such a sensitive person on the inside especially when it comes to friends. No matter how much they would try to help or understand me, that would never happen. I feel so emotional now. Even in this post, i can't seem to blog what is really from my heart. Fuck it!

To my therapist, i owe you a big thank you for always hearing me out. You will always be "patient" and try to help and understand me. I'm sorry for being such a bitch to you when you were just trying to help. I love u so much best friend ♥